The weight of the world falls on her shoulders
She must be strong because no one else will do what needs to be done
No one is coming to rescue her
She imagines her life with someone else and doubts it would be much better, though she knows it could be worse
She’s already walked through hellfire again and again and kept her cool, more or less
She pulls energy out of the depths of her exhaustion
If a woman’s work is trivial enough to remain unacknowledged and uncompensated, why can’t men do it?
It falls on her
Her body bears uncounted molestations and rapes
Scores of sexual harassments inhabit the confines of her memory
Her brain is bruised from hitting the glass ceiling of sexism early and often
She upholds the same world which holds her down
She grows life, labors and births it, gives her life to raise the future of our species with limitless love and forgiveness
Can she forgive herself for sacrificing to the point of self harm
Can she learn how to love herself and put herself first, or at least not dead last every time
It falls on her to teach herself unconditional love
She must break through the plastered facade of perfection which first protected her but then imprisoned her, revealing her tired yet tireless shoulders finally ready to rest
I’ve let it all fall on me, but I am ready to shake off my load and give to the Earth, give it to God
As above, so below
As within, so without
Without her, the world would fall down
She doesn’t drop it because picking it back up again is harder than holding her ground
She knows she is the one